Melancholy Hill

I hate how now, I can't figure out if my plans and thoughts are because I'm crazy or not.
Like, I can't figure out if I'm making plans because of a mental disorder or something
Or if I'm making these plans because I actually want to complete them.

However, I know when I'm not being crazy.
I'm not being crazy when I say I love you.
I'm not being crazy when I say that I just want to wrap myself around you.
I just want to surround you with myself, draw you into me, and keep you there.
I just want to hold you close and tight.
I love you.

I want you here. Because with you I'm not crazy. Because you're my medicine. When you're close to me.