Yet again

another blog post.
I feel better now that I'm not wasting energy on pathetic people. I've forgotten my previous method for happiness:

Don't let people's attitudes dictate how you feel. Honestly, people can hate me all they want. I'm not going to let it ruin my day. Because today, I get to see the most beautiful, amazing girl. That's all I've wanted all week, so frankly, I don't give a damn as to what others have to say.

Like I said in my last post, I really am tired, though. I'm just plain out exhausted. Insomnia has gotten the best of me for two days in a row, and it's not fair. But what can I do? There's nothing I, myself can do to cure it, and there is where the problem lies.

I wish I could cure everything. I wish I could make everyone feel better. I wish I could cure anger, hatred, and sorrow. Again, this isn't the case. People won't listen, no matter how much sense you fucking make.

So, I can't do anything but sit here and listen to angry people. I have to sit here and listen to people bitch each other out for no real reason. But it's okay. No matter how much someone done goofs, I could never hate them. Hatred is an illness, and people who hate others are the ill.

Anyways, right now I have mixed feelings of exhaustion, hunger, thirst, & love, along with the fact that I miss that beautiful, wonderful girl I mentioned.

I hope today goes by faster.