I can't be assed to deal with these people day in and day out. I can feel my sanity slowly going. I don't really know whether or not to break down and cry or break down and punch someone in the face. If I didn't have so much goddamn strain this trimester of school, I wouldn't feel so bad. Here is a list of things I need to do:
- Get a job
- Get a driver's permit
- Apply to colleges
- Graduation Project Paper
- Graduation Project presentation
- Graduation Project website
While small, this list is filled with some pretty huge things. And this is just the beginning of the school year!! Not to mention my grad project teacher keeps laying on layer upon layer of work. I'm not even done with the rough draft of my paper. Now I'm worried that I'm screwed, that I won't be able to graduate. Everyone's putting a huge amount of stress on all these ridiculous fucking things and I can't handle it. Great. Now it feels like I'm going to vomit. I can't focus on my work at all. I honestly keep trying to start it, but my stomach hurts, I feel nauseous, and I'm in such a terrible mood. I'm really sorry for bitching, I just want the week to be over.
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