I honestly don't know what qualities about me make me an apparent asshole and a dick. I'm not sure that I did anything wrong at all. In fact, I'm pretty sure of it. It just seems like every time I have stuff going for me, someone views me as if I'm a horrible person.
However, I don't really give a damn. Because I'm done trying to make people happy. I'm done trying to sacrifice things that will benefit me, just so other people can be satisfied and they can rest easy. Sure, disregard the fact that Jon really needed this. Disregard the fact that Jon is finally happy. Whatever helps you sleep at night.
I know that sounds like a selfish thing to say, but in all honesty EVERYTHING we do as human beings is somewhat selfish. It's not a bad thing. It's human nature. It's programmed into our very being. As much as you want to, you can't Reprogram Mental Preprogramming.
Honestly, I'm not going to let you ruin my day or my week. I'll see you soon. And when I do, I'll smile and greet you as an old friend, not a foe.
You call her a bitch, you call me a dick, you say one more goddamn thing and I'll fucking leave. And I'll take my position in the band with me.
We are all freaks living in recession/if we don't move on I'll forever be stuck
"And I'll take my position in the band with me."
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But you're right about the human nature thing. And I like your profile picture
I'm so fucking sorry that you have to hear that, but it's the truth. I'm not going to kick him out of the band, but I'm not going to stay and have to deal with his stupid shit. I've been dealing with stupids shit for the past few months, and I'm not going to take anymore. I honestly hope it doesn't come to that though :(
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